It’s Thursday and the days keep getting better

I say this with no substance to back it up. Only that today, I woke up in a good mood. Despite my going to bed at 2AM and waking up at 6, I awoke easily and effortlessly. Okay well, maybe not that easily BUT, I woke up without an alarm—surprisingly. It’s another grey day hereContinue reading “It’s Thursday and the days keep getting better”

There’s a place and time for everything,

even late night posts. It may be something in the air, or something in the planes beyond, but anxiety has been hanging around me lately. Not for any particular reason, by the way, just the fact that I feel there’s so much to do and so little time. Do nothing, they say. And all willContinue reading “There’s a place and time for everything,”

I said I’d write something good

I wonder if anyone is here to hear it. It’s late at night and before I dim the light, I sit up writing and digesting my midnight comfort food. 12:12 Today, was an odd day. Though I worked as usual, my off-ness began early morning and continued throughout the day. During one of my meetingsContinue reading “I said I’d write something good”

Did I even write yesterday?

This morning I was awoken by the call of my boss. My deep slumber played me as a fool, telling me lies and forcing myself to neglect my duties. I apologize. No matter how many times I share the same information with you or myself, I hope that some day it will stick. I triedContinue reading “Did I even write yesterday?”

It’s Tuesday and I didn’t write yesterday

I didn’t write yesterday even though I tried. My morning filled my time and the night brought me no words. Instead I pondered the idea of writing for someone else and how that could be. I want to make money off writing yet I do it as if it were a chore and cry atContinue reading “It’s Tuesday and I didn’t write yesterday”

It’s mid-day, and I’m sorry I didn’t write

Something within me knew if I were to write the words I did on Sunday night, I’d leave this page empty the following day. I tried not to listen but instead I write this to you now. Yesterday was hard but it could’ve been harder. In all my lessons learned from Zen masters, Sufis, bodhisattvas,Continue reading “It’s mid-day, and I’m sorry I didn’t write”

it’s late and i’ll be writing something tomorrow

but the anxiety makes me write this now. With so much always consistently happening, it’s hard to keep up. I’ll be moving at the end of this month and it doesn’t seem to be any more than nerve wrecking. Moving always makes me anxious. Especially when you don’t actually have a place to move toContinue reading “it’s late and i’ll be writing something tomorrow”

I know I didn’t write last week,

and something inside me reminded me everyday. I lay here and write this now wishing I did last week, the day after, the day after, and so forth. I pretty much wish I wrote everyday. The holidays continue as Christmas passes and we make our to New Year’s. I feel like a kid again. IContinue reading “I know I didn’t write last week,”

For those awake,

By changing the time zone of my posts, I wonder who this’ll reach. It’s past 7AM here; the break of day is creeping in through my window, the air is cold, and Haku, my cat, lays across my arms as I write this. How was your weekend? For some, the days may blend in withContinue reading “For those awake,”

It’s Wednesday and I finally have the energy to write

As Tuesday passed, I realized the day before, I did not write. Monday was hard. The second I thought I was doing good and getting on track, the Universe reminded me I’m on break. To say I’ve been shot down once is an understatement. So here I am on this Wednesday, with enough energy toContinue reading “It’s Wednesday and I finally have the energy to write”