It’s a Friday night and I hope you’re doing something more fun than me

It’s a Friday night and I’m squatting at a bus stop hoping a bus actually comes this time. People probably think I’m crazy when they see me. I’m always screaming and dancing when I go into idle mode. That is if I don’t have something to do, e.g., read or write. It’s about to beContinue reading “It’s a Friday night and I hope you’re doing something more fun than me”

It isn’t Monday I let pass me,

but the right to stop when I could. Instead I overworked my eyes, making it hard to even write this post. As the leaves begin to fall through the summer heat, I realize no wonder things keep changing around me. I look at the lessons in my life and wonder if I give myself enoughContinue reading “It isn’t Monday I let pass me,”

It’s funny to think that life continues as is

On Friday night, I probably experienced the most craziest thing I’ve ever experienced personally. It’s a funny thing to say, especially since I’ve seen a lot of crazy things. 10:10, The Universe laughs. For nearly 4 hours straight, I battled with something within me that I don’t think I can put into words. From theContinue reading “It’s funny to think that life continues as is”

There are times I’d rather not

Self-analyzation is a tricky thing. I find it more often than not where I question my own sanity. With all my theories and thoughts of why things happen and why people do the things they do, I question if it’s really me who’s doing the thing that needs to be analyzed. Sometimes I want toContinue reading “There are times I’d rather not”

Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…

When thinking about where I’ve been, the things I’ve seen, the people I’ve met; a sense of comfort yet sadness always begins to arise within me. What if I stayed? was something I’d ask a lot. Watching everyone grow older before my eyes yet further from everything I knew them to be, I can beginContinue reading “Glad to see everyone’s doing fine…”

Shamefully, I write this post

2 weeks; ugh. I hate missing weeks. It just shows me how much of importance my writing is to me. I need to write. Yesterday I came back from The Poconos with My Love. We enjoyed a week of humidity, hilarity, & family. Now that I think about it, I don’t think I’ve mentioned myContinue reading “Shamefully, I write this post”

are you awake?

it’s late and I can’t find the words to say anymore. I think something nice in my head and watch it fly past like a ribbon being pulled by a bird. this isn’t your average blog post and I don’t intend it to be. see, i’ve been wanting to beat myself up lately. i can’tContinue reading “are you awake?”

Take me back to 2017

My birthday is this Friday. I’ll be turning 22. I walked passed someone in the supermarket the other day while having a mental breakdown over the price of canned beans. Don’t mind me, I said. I’m having a mid-mid-life crisis. I’m just more emotional these days than usual and I can’t tell if it’s theContinue reading “Take me back to 2017”

Love & Impermanence

It’s been one year since my love & I found each other. I think back to a poem I wrote around this time pondering the idea of opening up to another being. I wondered if I could ever love again. One year later, not only did I learn to open up my heart , IContinue reading “Love & Impermanence”