As my life continues to amaze me,

I wonder what else it has in store. I think about when I first started this blog, and moved out here to the west coast; how different it was then. I think it was on Thursdays I’d post. And it was always some sort of update on my life; what I was eating, what I’veContinue reading “As my life continues to amaze me,”

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Recently I’ve been asking myself, what do I truly want in life? If you read my blog posts, you know I’m very much into the whole “enlightenment” thing sort of speak. I’ve mentioned my life goal and purpose, and how I intend to spend the rest of my years. But when other things get inContinue reading “Untitled”

I’ve been spending these past couple of days sick to my stomach

over stupidity. I wish I was joking and maybe it’s my own bullshit. I lay in bed because what else can I do besides work? Recently I’ve taken back up my 日本語 studies. If you’ve been with me since I first arrived in this state 2 years ago, you’d know how hard I was studyingContinue reading “I’ve been spending these past couple of days sick to my stomach”

I’m writing this here because I don’t know where else to put it

I want it to be heard. Somewhere deep down within me wants sympathy. I know it’s wrong and Master would never be proud. Even with what I’m about to say. My mission; My purpose. I feel as if I must be a warrior! In all ways possible! Not only in heart but all throughout. ButContinue reading “I’m writing this here because I don’t know where else to put it”

A few years back,

If you’d asked me how I felt about all this chaos, you’d see me on my toes at the very excitement of it all. Burn, burn, burn it all! I’d say. Burn it all to the ground. I was waiting for my time to arise. For the Great Sage to stand amongst us all andContinue reading “A few years back,”

I have to remind myself that the Era I live in, is the Era I’m meant to be in

I spend many moments throughout my days, feeling the slight anxiousness of a fast-paced society. I think about leaving the city–as I have before; I imagine my self living a penniless life, somewhere in the mountains, surviving off the land. This is how I keep the awareness of my stillness, always. I think to myself.Continue reading “I have to remind myself that the Era I live in, is the Era I’m meant to be in”

Today’s Wednesday and I couldn’t be more thrilled.

I’ve been enjoying quiet mornings lately; distant birds, occasional passing cars, the silence —not that you get much of it downtown. A lot has been going on lately with the energy of the world but I can’t think back to a calmer time. I guess those times are the ones that a day can goContinue reading “Today’s Wednesday and I couldn’t be more thrilled.”

It’s been a while since I’ve been on the road;

So my friends and I decided to pack up a days worth of food and head up north. We’ll be stopping at Sequoia, a trip I made a few months back, before hitting our destination of over 140 square feet of art installed lights. After sharing many moments as such with these beautiful people I’veContinue reading “It’s been a while since I’ve been on the road;”

I’m 21 now, I should be happy!

In my Downtown LA apartment, I pace back and forth with thoughts of future endeavors running through my brain; I should be traveling I should be writing I should be writing I should be writing I should be writing. Poetry doesn’t sell anymore what am I saying. Maybe I should work on fiction; yeah fiction.Continue reading “I’m 21 now, I should be happy!”