It’s a grey day in LA and I couldn’t be happier

This past weekend I spent basking in my new life of freedom and opportunity.

Not to say that my life wasn’t always like this, but it’s the new sense of awareness that I’ve gained.

I’ll be spending the rest of this week finishing up on some work that needs to be done. What will you accomplish this week?

The day is grey and I couldn’t be happier.

I’m not even sure if it’s about the weather anymore but about this feeling I’ve been embodying:

Success is inevitable

It is.

And it’s our job every day to seize the opportunity.

What will you do today knowing the Universe has your back?

Do the grey days stop you from being who you’re meant to be?

What is the difference within if the sun is out or not?

See there is no difference. Only the difference you make it to be.

Live today to the fullest and I promise you won’t regret it.

If you ever want to reach out to me personally, know I am here for you. I’m here for your personal and spiritual development, I’m here to help you realize your Truth.

You are Infinite. You can achieve great things. You just have to trust and try.

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Let’s talk soon? I’ll be here!

Natalia

A full room of empty thoughts & wonder

And as they rise up to the occasion, they all stand amongst each other avoiding their eyes to meet and tossing around the room.

Don’t you know who you are?

They all look up, continuing to avoid the connection.

It is no wonder we have forgotten the Truth of our Souls. We cannot even stand in a room with the other.

They ponder and wait for something other than the bitter silence that pierces their Essence.

Wake up, wake up;

Can’t you see our Father waiting?

Can’t you hear our Mother’s call?

Is it not them we look for in the darkest of nights?

Tell me,

don’t you know who you are?

And they look around at each other, meeting eyes and all, looking for the slightest of solace in another’s confusion.

They did not know.

Jesus answered them, “Is it not written in your Law, ‘I have said you are “gods”’? John 10:34

Where does time go when there’s none to exist?

I watched a canopy of yellow smog slowly make it’s way over my city this morning and it hasn’t left since.

Under the amber light of the sun forcing it’s way through, I continued with my day in motion and production.

I eventually found my way home through the dust that hit my throat from time to time,

and prepared for what would be my first meal of the day.

Coffee isn’t always the greatest of things to have in the morning if you know you won’t eat for a while. That’s just my personal observation.

It’s about evening now and I ask myself, where does time go when there’s none to exist?

If only I had a watch that calculated the hours of Infinity.

Maybe then I would know when to catch the sunset.

My day passed by and now I sit and contemplate the remaining words of an article I have left to write.

Do you hear my words?

I tell myself in the mornings that someone out there—deep in wherever—hears what I’m saying.

Is it you?

It’s hard to see through the fog of what I’ll know to be my atmosphere for the next day or so.

I look forward to blue sky once again but until then,

I’ll see the night

and the yellow sky that rises after.

Talk tomorrow?

-Natalia

Welcome back, Fall

𝘖𝘩 𝘍𝘢𝘭𝘭, 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥,
𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘐’𝘮 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘭𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯.

𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘴𝘶𝘯𝘯𝘺 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘊𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘢 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘶𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭,
𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘐 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳,
𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘍𝘢𝘭𝘭.

Welcoming a beautiful Autumn Equinox to you all.

It is time to retreat from our hotter day actions, reflect on our motivations, and settle into our spirits and goals.

It is this time we use, to come back into ourselves and remember what we’re really here for.

Mabon is the Pagan celebration of the Autumn Equinox. It is celebrated by preparing a harvest, decorating for the occasion, cooking, praciticng gratitude, and releasing the old.

Do you celebrate occasions of the equinoxes?

These times are my favorites as they represent and emit huge shifts. Shifts within ourselves, our lives, and our worlds.

How will you celebrate today?

I’d love to know.

Natalia

I had a dream that I was a baby and died

To all dream tellers, I encourage your translation.

Last night, I had a dream that I had a baby. This baby I knew to be myself in some form.

I went to the store with my father and the baby to purchase a blanket for it.

I refer to the baby as it because it looked like an eggplant with a newborn baby’s face. That is enough to call it an it, in a dream. Especially, if it’s myself.

As we’re picking out the blanket and trying to wrap the baby in it, it began to have a seizure. Then, it died.

As the baby was having the seizure, something within me was not attached. Actually, throughout the entire event, I was not attached. I knew in some form it was myself, dying. Well, at least I would think so.

My father told me the doctors screwed me over as they knew the baby was sick and they did nothing about it.

Then, I woke up.

Last night was a full moon as some of you may know. A full moon in Pisces which is the sign of intuition.

Lately, my intuition has been really spot on. So spot on that my waking life seems equally like a dream.

As part of my full moon ritual, I did an oracle card reading for myself to see if everything I’ve been working on lately, is aligned with my life path.

The cards I received read the exact opposite of what I expected. Literally.

And though I’m on the path I’m meant to be, each card I received was in reverse; indicating delays, the urge for more effort, and the occurrence of lack of creativity.

And though I was more disappointed than I should’ve been, I knew this was a sign to try harder.

I decided to pull one last single card because c’mon Maa, don’t leave me hanging like this…

And so I received the Angel of Strength; representing my inner power, motivation, and determination. I will achieve all that I set my mind to because not only do I have the will power to do so, but because it is written in my Destiny.

Thus, bringing me back to last night’s dream.

Is this the death of the old self? Am I being reborn into a new phase of my life?

I’ll continue to document my dreams but until the next time I sleep, I’ll keep strong to my center.

Did you have any full moon events? I’d love to hear them.

Wishing you an wonder-filled and abundant day,

-Natalia

Celebrate Every Message You Recieve

Lately, I’ve been learning to celebrate every sign from the Universe when it’s presented to me.

This welcomes more things to celebrate.

It’s as if everything we feel inside is a big notice to Source that this is what we want more of.

Angry? You got it.

Broke? Absolutely.

Unmotivated? Here ya’ go!

When we switch our internal feelings truly to what we aim to feel always, this, I can promise will change everything.

Feel amazing.
Feel beautiful.
Feel prosperous.
Feel worthy.

And watch your life transform.

Achieve the life of your dreams NOW!

Many times throughout my writing you will hear me say,

there is no other time than now. This is probably the most Truthful thing I will ever speak in this lifetime.

It doesn’t matter if you don’t have the funds right now,

or if the environment isn’t right—it really doesn’t.

Ask yourself, what can I do right now to bring me closer to my goals?

There is always something you can do right now, trust me.

Maybe it’s build a vision board or at least writing down your goals.

Maybe it’s drawing a picture on paper or writing a song.

There is always something you can do right now.

The thing that tells you there is nothing you can do right now, is the same thing that’s going to keep you in the same place you’re currently in.

Believe me when I say, there is no other time than Now.

The future hasn’t happened yet

and past already did.

What other moment is there?

A journey of 1,000 miles begins with one step

Tao Te Ching
Lao Tzu

When will you take that first step?

Tomorrow? Yesterday?

How about this present moment? That’s all that’s happening right now and ever will.

There will never be a moment you are in that isn’t the present one.

You will never stand in the future and say I am in the future.

You will never go back to the past and say I am in the past.

You are only every Here and Now.

Use this to your advantage and start today.

Start now.

-Natalia

Have you seen the new site?

As my goals change and grow, so does this site.

I’m excited to present it’s new layout. It’s not seem as aesthetic as the last theme but in my eyes, it is.

Clean, simple, straightforward. What do you think?
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Other than that, I’m looking forward to the new avenues that present itself to me.

I’ve been resting and healing these past few days from getting my wisdom teeth removed. It hasn’t been that fun.

I must say having the days off from work has been nice for my mental health but physically, it’s been pretty brutal. I must have slept over 100 hours since Saturday.

But I’m sure it’s what I needed.

It’s Wednesday and I can move my jaw a bit more.

Returning to society means being careful with how big I smile and how hard I laugh, at least until I’ve fully healed.

At some point I’ll get these stiches removed—not too sure when that might be and honestly, I’m not looking forward to that either. It sounds as painful as when they put them in.

Well, that’s the update. I look forward to seeing My Love again this weekend, as I usually do.

What have you been up to? Sorry I’ve been away for such a time, a break was well needed.

Either way, I’m back! And I’ll be trudging through a new article I have to submit soon. Nerve-wrecking but exciting: the story of my life.

Ta-ta for now!

-Natalia

YOU, reading this right now, yes YOU,

Thank you.

Thank you for being alive and thank you for reading this.

Before I lose you for a sec,

I’d like you to know how special you are—now wait! Bare with me a sec,

did you know there is no one else alive exactly like you?

Did you know that you offer something to this world that no one else can?

Do you know how powerful that makes you?

We are in a world where anything is bascially possible. Look around,

there are literally 10-13 year old’s becoming millionaires off the internet right now. Doesn’t that sound a bit ridiculous?

The truth of the matter is,

anything is possible.

Do what you want to do because you are capable.

Be who you want to be because you are capable.

It always seems impossible until it is done

Nelson Mandela

Be your greatest starting today, starting now. There is no other time.

Choose to be your ideal self today!

Take on the world, today!

Be who you came to be.

Do it. Do it now.

Go!

-Natalia

What can I say when there’s nothing to be said?

Articles tell me this blog should be more informative.

My gut tells me otherwise.

I don’t want to do what the algorithm thinks should be done.

I’m here to do what I think should be done.

And if that means screaming my heart out into the void in hopes maybe one person hears it,

so be it.

thewritingsofnatalia will be what I intended it to be from the beginning and more.

I can do it all and no one can stop me.

I’ve thought about leaving WordPress for better features.

But then what of my WP readers?

How will you hear me now?

This decision lays low in my head as I continue to work with what I have.

I’m sure I’ll find a way.

The day has just begun and I’m lucky I’ve allowed myself to write this.

Sometimes that’s all you need; your own permission to do things.

Crazy, isn’t it?

I hope your day is well despite any challenges you may encounter.

Remember your inner power;

you can get through anything.

You already have.

-Natalia