i accidentally fell in love

my lips are burning hotter than my heart can feel;you’re sitting here,looking at me;And my heart stops a littleat the thought of you even existing.How great you arethe feeling of youherewith meβ™‘πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯𝒀𝑢𝑼 𝑾𝑹𝑢𝑻𝑬 𝑻𝑢 𝑴𝑬 𝑨𝑡𝑫 𝑰 π‘ͺ𝑢𝑼𝑳𝑫 𝑨𝑳𝑴𝑢𝑺𝑻 𝑺𝑴𝑬𝑳𝑳 𝒀𝑢𝑼

Who knew being a superhero would be so hard

I’m sorry I’ve been so distantI can’t seem to find the energy to write the thoughts my mind creates yet I’m doing more push ups then usual hoping to drown in my own sweat and uncover what’s really been bothering me. I’ve been feeling like a super hero lately yet I don’t stop to saveContinue reading “Who knew being a superhero would be so hard”

i figured it out

I’m finding myself morethan lost. I seem to be wandering this path rather thanjustwalking it Wish I came around more but my camera is up on the shelf and I can’t bring myselfto take it back down—- But everything’s fine and life is moving! There’s plans in fruition it front of my face I seeContinue reading “i figured it out”

I’ve had false friends

I’m glad to see everyone’s doing fine;I know we don’t talk anymore, and I’ll never get any messages in bottles to say so.I am the ocean drifting aimlessly as life;in envy of you sailors with goals clear as ice.And as I cherish our days on journeys,And you still remember me as the sea;I come andContinue reading “I’ve had false friends”

Life is Full of Bumps Pt. 1

Not sure what life is and you third worlders aren’t helping me.Spent an hour crying to the Universe confused on purpose like I ever got it to begin with.I see images I’m not sure I care for but still ponder them over time;I’m forced with burdens that were never given to me but instead volunteeredContinue reading “Life is Full of Bumps Pt. 1”

Ego in Cali

Walking around the world just to find out what love is— No one wants to read my poems. I know that. Finding myself in churches crying tears that are only thankful; Finding myself on couches crying tears meant for forgivenessbut I’m not sure who to forgive–myself or that bitch–i cry tears because i find myselfContinue reading “Ego in Cali”

things change

As a loner I’ll walk this Earth forever alone.Friendsand familyand partnersand companionsand lovers,They’ll be there.Walking along side me but never with.I’ll probably never marry and that’s okay because I’m married to the gameand love is my ultimate partner and together we can accomplish anything.I’ll never marry because I move too muchwhile others stay stagnantor justContinue reading “things change”

I was doing it wrong 2017

Lost soul wandering the walk of life switching between heels and kicks every step that it takes.In hopes to run off a cliff instead of building bridges just to burn them down to the same amount of ash I create every night.I’d rather bury myself alive than bury my “self” alive and bring everyone downContinue reading “I was doing it wrong 2017”