Where have my words gone?

I wish you could tell me the answer to my questions.

The truth is, I’m not really sure what is happening; nor where I am going.

I want to write, I do.

Yet something hinders me from coming to this point of writing words.

Most of the time I can’t find them.

And I write something of no matter—no purpose.

What am I to do?

It’s early and I’m heartbroken.

It’s as if all inspiration and motivation left my heart and mind.

I thought I got over this.

It seems like no matter what I do, I am on the right path. Even at my low points.

I’m moving back and forth between doorways of indecision.

Which path should I take? Am I making the right choices?

Am I doing the right things? Does it even matter?

I’ve decided I’ll start writing on here daily again.

This is the most I’ve written in weeks and I actually feel good about it. Even if it is nothing.

How have you been? I’m sorry I’ve been distant.

I notice your likes and views on my posts but I actually wonder if you read them.

Do you think I’ll ever become a great writer?

Or will I drown myself in the business of things that I forget the reason why I started?

Thank you for being here. And reminding me of what I’m really meant to do.

Sometimes I forget this blog is my home.

After rebranding, the site just became more of a hub for my offerings.

Does a blog like this ever make it far? I have to know.

Until then, I am trying my best with what I have.

Things keep changing drastically and it’s hard to keep up.

Are you still here with me?

Let’s talk more.

Please?

Natalia

Published by Natalia Lee

Natalia Lee is a spiritual mentor, writer, and artist. She embodies many types of spiritual practice, one importantly being the Taoist principle of living in harmony with the flow of nature. Another is her expression of devotion toward Source through Bhakti Yoga. At 19 years old, Natalia moved from her hometown in New York City to Los Angeles to begin her pilgrimage of world travel and spiritual inquisition. Since then, she has tackled many personal achievements including the publishing of multiple poetry collections, e-books, physical art pieces, a podcast, and a personal blog & brand.

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