I had a dream that I was a baby and died

To all dream tellers, I encourage your translation.

Last night, I had a dream that I had a baby. This baby I knew to be myself in some form.

I went to the store with my father and the baby to purchase a blanket for it.

I refer to the baby as it because it looked like an eggplant with a newborn baby’s face. That is enough to call it an it, in a dream. Especially, if it’s myself.

As we’re picking out the blanket and trying to wrap the baby in it, it began to have a seizure. Then, it died.

As the baby was having the seizure, something within me was not attached. Actually, throughout the entire event, I was not attached. I knew in some form it was myself, dying. Well, at least I would think so.

My father told me the doctors screwed me over as they knew the baby was sick and they did nothing about it.

Then, I woke up.

Last night was a full moon as some of you may know. A full moon in Pisces which is the sign of intuition.

Lately, my intuition has been really spot on. So spot on that my waking life seems equally like a dream.

As part of my full moon ritual, I did an oracle card reading for myself to see if everything I’ve been working on lately, is aligned with my life path.

The cards I received read the exact opposite of what I expected. Literally.

And though I’m on the path I’m meant to be, each card I received was in reverse; indicating delays, the urge for more effort, and the occurrence of lack of creativity.

And though I was more disappointed than I should’ve been, I knew this was a sign to try harder.

I decided to pull one last single card because c’mon Maa, don’t leave me hanging like this…

And so I received the Angel of Strength; representing my inner power, motivation, and determination. I will achieve all that I set my mind to because not only do I have the will power to do so, but because it is written in my Destiny.

Thus, bringing me back to last night’s dream.

Is this the death of the old self? Am I being reborn into a new phase of my life?

I’ll continue to document my dreams but until the next time I sleep, I’ll keep strong to my center.

Did you have any full moon events? I’d love to hear them.

Wishing you an wonder-filled and abundant day,

-Natalia

Published by Natalia Lee

Natalia Lee is a spiritual mentor, writer, and artist. She embodies many types of spiritual practice, one importantly being the Taoist principle of living in harmony with the flow of nature. Another is her expression of devotion toward Source through Bhakti Yoga. At 19 years old, Natalia moved from her hometown in New York City to Los Angeles to begin her pilgrimage of world travel and spiritual inquisition. Since then, she has tackled many personal achievements including the publishing of multiple poetry collections, e-books, physical art pieces, a podcast, and a personal blog & brand.

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