A calm mourning

Mourning the night,

mourning the break of day.

I’m a handful of hours into my morning as synchronistic times approach.

10:10

How are you today? I ask My Lord.

I hear nothing.

It’s Wednesday already. I ponder where the first 2 days of this week went.

Time, as illusionistic as it is, seems to dwell on almost all of our minds.

This, I try to avoid as I shame myself for checking the clock on my phone.

There’s no reason for it.

Nor am I in a rush for anything.

I’ve been 23 for a month now and I can’t imagine how the rest of this year will go.

I am open to anything. Including any hurt it may bring.

My Haku lays across the floor and cries for things I don’t know.

Does she long for the liberation I do?

I imagine it’s the speed of her heart, playing games with her mind.

I try to comfort her anxiety the best I can. There’s only so much I can do.

It’s Wednesday and I am here writing this to you.

Dear reader,

do you also feel that thing that is beyond?

Do you feel that knowing of something more?

I do…

How do you live with it so well?

Sometimes it keeps me up at night

and other times,

it beings me to tears.

For the most part, it provides me a smile

and something to think about when my mind begins to wander.

I hope your day is nice, whatever time it may be.

Tell the people of your town I said hello

and that there’s someone out there that cares for their thoughts

and for where their soul travels at night.

Enjoy this day the best you can;

I’ll be here if you need me.

-Natalia

Published by Natalia Lee

Natalia Lee is a spiritual mentor, writer, and artist. She embodies many types of spiritual practice, one importantly being the Taoist principle of living in harmony with the flow of nature. Another is her expression of devotion toward Source through Bhakti Yoga. At 19 years old, Natalia moved from her hometown in New York City to Los Angeles to begin her pilgrimage of world travel and spiritual inquisition. Since then, she has tackled many personal achievements including the publishing of multiple poetry collections, e-books, physical art pieces, a successful podcast, and personal blog.

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