What are these times?

I said I’d write so here I am.

And though it’s on my schedule every week, I’m writing this because I have to. Because I said I would.

It’s almost 8:30PM where I am and I’m sitting at the edge of my bed waiting…

for a sign.

My love is on his way to the hospital to see his dad while I sit here waiting…

I look up at the gods that have created themselves.

What are these times? I ask, looking up at Ma.

What are these times?

I wonder what happens next and I dread I may get the same call soon enough on the other side of my life…

The numbers pass me by…

222…

1111…

5555…

I’m writing this and it’s not that late but I’m sitting at the edge of my bed with tired eyes waiting just waiting for a sign or call from the divine and I wish oh, I wish that we could get this over with.

And we could go home. And when they say shhh… it’s alright…

it will be. And it’ll be nice..

But for right now I’m here… just waiting..

..

-Natalia

Published by Natalia Lee

Natalia Lee is a spiritual mentor, writer, and artist. She embodies many types of spiritual practice, one importantly being the Taoist principle of living in harmony with the flow of nature. Another is her expression of devotion toward Source through Bhakti Yoga. At 19 years old, Natalia moved from her hometown in New York City to Los Angeles to begin her pilgrimage of world travel and spiritual inquisition. Since then, she has tackled many personal achievements including the publishing of multiple poetry collections, e-books, physical art pieces, a successful podcast, and personal blog.

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