and sometimes I wish it wasn’t.
I’ve been filling my life up with so many things I can’t keep track of what’s important anymore…
I’ve been so preoccupied it makes me tired just thinking about it.
I want a break and I’m barely making the money to get it.
I find myself filling the gaps with neediness and attention instead of asking myself what the real problem is.
I need balance. I need consistency. I need a schedule. I need to write.
As these days go by, I try to find what works,
how I’ll keep going.
Am I allowed a break?
Is this the time for it?
Until then, I’ll be here trying to figure it all out.
I hope you are all well and safe.
And a little more sane than I am.