It’s a Monday,

and sometimes I wish it wasn’t.

I’ve been filling my life up with so many things I can’t keep track of what’s important anymore…

Myself.

I’ve been so preoccupied it makes me tired just thinking about it.

I want a break and I’m barely making the money to get it.

I find myself filling the gaps with neediness and attention instead of asking myself what the real problem is.

I need balance. I need consistency. I need a schedule. I need to write.

As these days go by, I try to find what works,

how I’ll keep going.

Am I allowed a break?

Is this the time for it?

Until then, I’ll be here trying to figure it all out.

I hope you are all well and safe.

And a little more sane than I am.

-Natalia

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