Another day passes,

another Monday forgotten.

As the days blend in with each other, I lay on the floor and watch them pass by like clouds in the sky.

I think about things and wonder if I should be.

I wonder what I should be doing, living my human experience or aiming for higher. Or both.

I see this time for myself and fill it up with useless themes and games.

How will this help me?

The days are hotter now more than ever and I wonder if I’ve experienced a summer like this before.

I feel Ego on my shoulder playing with parts of me it has no business.

The mornings are still and silent and I see the trees move delicately in the reflection of my Haku’s eyes.

I hear you. I know you’re there.

So, what should I do?

Time doesn’t seem to be going by any slower so I take my time in doing what I need.

I’m not too sure at the moment so I sit and wait for the moment to come when I do.

I can imagine what you’re going through.

I sit in my room with the door locked hoping no one ever knocks.

I dream of giving it all up, trust me, I do.

But how will I fulfill my destiny?

Was it ever my destiny to begin with?

The sun sets. And I sit and wait.

What will become of me?


Published by Natalia Lee

Natalia Lee is a spiritual mentor, writer, and artist. She embodies many types of spiritual practice, one importantly being the Taoist principle of living in harmony with the flow of nature. Another is her expression of devotion toward Source through Bhakti Yoga. At 19 years old, Natalia moved from her hometown in New York City to Los Angeles to begin her pilgrimage of world travel and spiritual inquisition. Since then, she has tackled many personal achievements including the publishing of multiple poetry collections, e-books, physical art pieces, a podcast, and a personal blog & brand.

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