Another day passes,

another Monday forgotten.

As the days blend in with each other, I lay on the floor and watch them pass by like clouds in the sky.

I think about things and wonder if I should be.

I wonder what I should be doing, living my human experience or aiming for higher. Or both.

I see this time for myself and fill it up with useless themes and games.

How will this help me?

The days are hotter now more than ever and I wonder if I’ve experienced a summer like this before.

I feel Ego on my shoulder playing with parts of me it has no business.

The mornings are still and silent and I see the trees move delicately in the reflection of my Haku’s eyes.

I hear you. I know you’re there.

So, what should I do?

Time doesn’t seem to be going by any slower so I take my time in doing what I need.

I’m not too sure at the moment so I sit and wait for the moment to come when I do.

I can imagine what you’re going through.

I sit in my room with the door locked hoping no one ever knocks.

I dream of giving it all up, trust me, I do.

But how will I fulfill my destiny?

Was it ever my destiny to begin with?

The sun sets. And I sit and wait.

What will become of me?

-Natalia

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