I have to hold myself back from writing so much

Because I think a 3 day radius between each post is pretty good.

I finished Extremely Loud & Incredibly  Close yesterday morning and it was very good.

A few years back, I had seen the movie which had me crying from the minute it began. Once I came across the book, which I had no idea existed, I purchased it immediately.

I see it as a beautifully written book, and nothing like the movie. I honestly thought I was going to cry more. But, I didn’t. Nor did I even feel the need to cry. But I loved it. Honestly. I very much suggest you read it.

In other news,

I’m sitting in my grandmother’s living room, contemplating what other useless trash I’ll find myself packing tomorrow.

My love leaves on a flight to Santa Ana tomorrow morning and I couldn’t miss him more.

As the temperature drops by the second, I dream of warmer days, and breaking a sweat by night.

I find

I get anxious

over stupid things

like laundry arrangements;

Though I can’t find a way

to let the words

I’m leaving

escape my mouth.

I want someone else to tell them

and run away from my problems like I did that day

except this time, it won’t cost as much


it’ll break

equal hearts.

I have to hold myself back from writing posts so much so I let it all out on paper.

Well at least I try to—-more than keeping it in my head.

I wonder if this night will feel like forever, as my loves anxiety heightens at the thought of tomorrows altitude.

I pray he sleeps tonight so he can spend the flight reading Catcher In the Rye

You should too.


Published by Natalia Lee

Natalia Lee is a spiritual mentor, writer, and artist. She embodies many types of spiritual practice, one importantly being the Taoist principle of living in harmony with the flow of nature. Another is her expression of devotion toward Source through Bhakti Yoga. At 19 years old, Natalia moved from her hometown in New York City to Los Angeles to begin her pilgrimage of world travel and spiritual inquisition. Since then, she has tackled many personal achievements including the publishing of multiple poetry collections, e-books, physical art pieces, a podcast, and a personal blog & brand.

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